Wondering

To infer,
I think by now I am almost ready to start a relationship.
With God's guidance I now feel that I will find the woman He has ready for me.
It may still be a while, so I must be patient.
A true blessing is worth waiting for.

The Lord has been training me for the right woman.
And I feel that I am ready to meet her soon.
There is more to learn in a relationship,
but I am willing to try my best with the right woman.
A true hearted Christian.

Favourite Quotes By Dr. Charles F. Stanley

"If you think you have done something to create a name or position for yourself, then you may want to reconsider your evaluation because God is the only reason we have life. The opportunity to live it abundantly is a gift of grace from Him"

"If we say one thing and act in another way, we send the wrong message to those around us. And while some may not know the truth, God does, and one day He will ask us to give an account for the times that we have chosen a path that leads straight to harm and danger."

"God is omniscient, omnipresent, and omnipotent. Absolutely nothing is greater than our God."

Dr. Charles F. Stanley, Senior Pastor at First Baptist Church and founder of InTouch Ministries, Atlanta, GA.

Watch or listen to his sermons at http://www.intouch.org/

Slothfulness

It seems that my laziness has caught up to me physically
But now I'm on my path to overcome it

It has taken a toll not only emotionally in the past
But also physically I've noticed my body become weaker

I thought I was stronger
But my selfishness has proven me wrong

And now I'm pursuing that strength

I have learned from my mistakes and past experiences
God has shown me the circumstances that follow to help me grow and mature

First I must strengthen my faith and trust in God
Then I will be successful in what I want to achieve in life

Life is just full of God's stepping stones to the greatness He wants us to achieve

His Everlasting Love: To Whom It May Concern

No man could fill in that empty feeling inside.
No man could give you the love you seek.
Only when you find God will he fill in that emptiness.
I can only help you seek that happiness.

First you must find Gods passionate love for you
Before you can learn to love a man.
For no man could control your life
And give you everlasting love.

I can help you up on the first step to find His love
And guide you higher towards Him.
You do not have to pursue on His path alone.
His strength will always be within.

Break Me Down

(several years old, unknown date written)

The Devil speaks
But I don't listen
There is only One who commands me
God is the only One who can break me down,
Make me cry,
Make me believe

God brings meaning to my life
He is the one I stand for
And fight for

Freedom is being with Him
He is who I write for
And to Him I am thankful
For always being there
Even at the times I can't hear Him

He is my King
The Devil I ignore
These are my prayers
My memoirs to God.

Heaven is

(several years old, unknown date written)

I have not prayed enough
I write these poems
Because I believe that
Praying is not enough

If I write
It will be remembered
If anyone were to read these
I hope they can see that life isn't it.
Life is just one step in our time.
One small part in our time.

Enjoy it, don't rush it
But don't miss out on what you might miss
After you move on
There is a lot to experience
Experience life to the fullest
Death is not the end
But just another experience.

Remember to let your loved ones know how you feel.
Experience everything you can.
And learn about life as much as possible.
Don't think about it too hard.
Its impossible to figure it out now.

When death comes
I hope I'm ready to accept it.

Tell me what this means to you

"If you think you have done something to create a name or position for yourself, then you may want to reconsider your evaluation because God is the only reason we have life. The opportunity to live it abundantly is a gift of grace from Him"

- Dr. Charles F. Stanley

This really spoke to me because it reflected to when I first devoted myself to God. It was a near to death situation and right at that moment I realized how stupid I've been and I wasn't ready to die. Not like that! Ever since God opened my eyes he has broken me down till I actually cried out to him a couple nights. He is really showing me the way. Its an amazing feeling to surrender your life and control to Him. Someone who is willing to make all the decisions big or small. Someone who will worry about my happiness and fear.